Spring my friends is here. I know it from pushing my sweetie on the swings, holding his wee tiny fingers as he trods through the fresh grass, watching him point to our blooming daffs and bursting tulips, our absolutley gorgeous camelia bush is in full splendor, and I am so sad knowing that in a few short months a tree that took over 60 yrs to become one of the most beautiful bushes i have ever seen let alone had the privalege of having in front of my home for the past two years will be ripped out of the ground and tossed. Nonetheless spring is here, and all this rebirth makes me wanna have another wee one running around! I know we must finish all our painting and moving and packing and shows, but mabye come summer we'll have a spring of our to soon look forward too!

I think I may start blogging more and more....

we did it, we bought our first home together, and now we can't stop buying period. We drop hundreds daily and the home depot, we eat out all the time, and now my friends we have purchased our very first computer together. A GREEN laptop. And I love it, I can lounge in my bed and surf, shop, blog, read, I guess sleep and sex are on the back burner now!

Life

today was a toughie.
Probably one of the toughest, testing every ounce of me.
Cole refusing to sleep, is completley attached and screams bloody murder when i leave the room.
Well today a poop filled toilet overflowed all over the bathroom floor all down the sides of the bowl, and even down the heating vent (thank gosh darn it we are leaving) and poop was literally everwhere but the fan. And as I am cleaning this all up with my bare hands because all our gloves are at the apartment, Cole is screaming for his momma from the front room.
I have never looked so forward to having a choir practice as I do tonight.
I am breathing it all out, the poop exploding toilet, the screaming child whom I love so dearly, the fact that my house is a war zone right now, and that my apartment is in need of some desperate paint, and that the flipping mortgage rates dropped two days after we were locked in......phew

So we are officially moving.... still no specific date but it's happening. WOW, we have almost packed up the orange room, there are boxes HEAVY boxes, but still a few more to come. We've given away two couches, a plethora of outdoor patio furniture (I'm so sad to not have a patio to sit on in the summer...) a bunch of extra kitchen stuff, an end table, a television, a stand for it.... we are getting there. But dang nabbit if the garage isn't still half full. I ask you how did we move from a one bed flat into a three bed bungalow and aquire all this stuff???? Because it is making it oh so difficult to downsize into our new two bed flat. I just need to purge purge purge and come up with some really great organizing ideas... anyone got any? And where to put our bikes (Jer doesn't trust his in the locker at the bottom of the building?) onto the the bathroom.....................