I have to say I love my friends.....

Not going into some gushy blog, because I'm just not in that mood ( you will soon find out I am FAR from that mood) but my friends are absolutley effing fantastic... and I don't know what the eff I would do without them...
Okay so scenario for the day:

We all know I have discovered Facebook and I love it... except I didn't really love it so much today.You see about a week and a half ago I got a message from one ex boyfriend ( the only ex that I don't talk to anymore, and the only ex that ended badly, badly meaning he thought it was okay to um be with like a zillion other women while we were dating, and start up a serious relashionship with another women while we were dating and thought it was OKAY) He wants to talk.
So I did the mature grown up thing and ignored him
Then I get another message today saying I know your ignoring me... I want to talk, when you're ready. blah blah freaking blah.
Okay so what would you do?
a) i could keep ignoring him
b) rub it in his face that my life is wonderful
c) just say - hey wasn't ignoring you, just didn't know what the heck to talk with you about....
This last one is to save face for our silly grad reunion next YEAR- IT"S NEXT YEAR PEOPLE AND I STILL HAVE I JUST HAD A BABY FLAB
Okay so fatbaby body is not really my concern but the other stuff is
advice - words of wisdom.... anything -
Heather wrote me a nice little message I would love to post, and if i decide to go with that I'd just cut and paste it - with her copyright permission of course.

I've had some complaints...

YES HEATHER ONLY FROM YOU! That I havn't been a dutiful blogger and kept up with my blog in a while. You see as I think I may have mentioned in a post or so ago - I am obsessed with facebook. Take it away I think it's ruining my life... okay it's not but that's where I've been, and you know now that I'm back here on blogger I realize this is just as if not WAY more fun than facebook, I forgot how fun it is to just talk, or write and get it all out, because the one week away from 4 month old in the swing ( yes he is in the swing and sleeping of course 5 minutes before I have to go... which means i have to wake said sleeping child..... shitty) It's much funner to chat with cyberspace, you see they can't shit on you.
Okay so I've been thinking, I have this concert on Saturday night it's with ROCA and it's all broadway music and you see most of it is supposed to be memorized and such - well I'm still working on it.... do I a) just go to the rehearsal and magically disapear to the bathroom for the songs i'm a little shaky on
b) take sips out of my water bottle on the songs and parts I'm shaky on - ( which no doubt would lead to having to seriously use the bathroom for it's originally intended usage
or C) Fake it

hmmmmm 6 hours to go.... and no time to memorize should be a fun tuesday night

Poop

As I lovingly breastfeed my beautiful boy, one baby mouth on the boob, my hand gently holding his back and cute little buddha bum.... I discovered the most delicious baby plumbers crack ever...
That is precisley when he decided to poop. All outta the diaper, all outta his pants, all over my hand, my arm my fingers my wedding ring, and then onto the change table the change pad and all over the wall.
And I still love him can you belive that?

Okay I'm Back!

Baby is sleeping, and I made my bed and cleaned up his room (man that kid really does a number on his room, I know, and he doens't even walk yet?) Anyways I figure the stockpile of dishes and bottles sitting on the counter just arn't as important as you guys so here I am!
Well we had a rough night last night. well mostly just me. You see I went out for the first time ever leaving Jer and Cole together! I've been out tons of times since he was born, and Jer too but Jer has never been left with Cole to deal with on his lonesome. Anyways he did marvelously - they are both alive which mean I am a free woman! Kidding, so I went to the Chan to see the St Pattys choirs - they were phenomenal the Chan was completley sold out, but here's the thing - I left at 6 and got home a little after midnight. Ack me rock hard boobies anyone? and the fact that baby had already had almost 3 of his 4 hour consecutive sleep - so I was crank crank cranky..... but I'm better now, nothing a little facebook can't fix. Kidding. the only way the kid will nap in the morning time is if I hold him and nap with him. And honestly it ain't as a bad as all that - I get sleep and I get to hold my litttle bundle in my arms for almost 1 1/2 hrs which you know in 5 years I know I'll look back on and say " I wish I held him more" so I figure just enjoy it while it lasts.... okay pictures - I know these are all up on facebook but I had to put some here too! These where from the kickass mommas day last sunday where I scored a beautiful new bed cover set Duvet, called the Amsterdam! and the sex and the city Behind the scenes book, and two set cd and the michael buble Cd - I know i was spoiled rotten. And
BIG BREAK BABY WOKE UP - Pictures later......
Love me